My life.

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34, lying on the couch, feeling like I’m 23
11 years passed and I still have the same dream
Somewhere up in the sky, floating above me
An image burning bright, I can so clearly see
One that I’m struggling to pull to the ground
All I’ve got is silence, I can’t make a wave, I can’t make a sound
It’s strange to be happy but still inside somewhere there is a frown
The halls are narrow, these halls are dark
My god it would be a miracle if somehow I could create a spark
There hasn’t been a fire here in years
Just dark colored walls plastered with my fears
A boy inside, his screams are sincere
The man I am, struggles to hear
What will it take to wake up and let it all out?
Have you ever sat around wondering about all the talent that you have
And why it’s packed away collecting dust, it makes you blue, it makes you mad
Some days you paint it black and others you feel the light
But what’s going to make it alright?
I guess I got more battles, because this war here is called my life.

-Andrew

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Religion is the Worlds Greatest Control

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I understand that this article is going to offend some people, hell even I know quite a few people that are religious, but the point of this blog, the podcast and youtube channel is to share my experiences and perspective. So here we go…

I didn’t grow up in a religious or spiritual household. I did, however, grow up in a very old haunted farm house in Pennsylvania. Most of my family members had some sort of paranormal experience in that house while living there. That really was the extent of any “spiritual” communication that occurred in our house.

Fast forward into my early twenties and I was learning meditation, energy healing and clairvoyance at a psychic school. Sounds crazy I know, but it was the best thing that happened to me. Imagine turning on an ability where you can differentiate your energy from others, where you can not only validate your unique energy, but gain a better understanding of your truth. This is one of my favorite aspects of clairvoyance and that is that you can see YOUR truth. Not your mothers, not your fathers, not your neighbors, not your teachers, not the priest, not a guru – YOUR TRUTH.

Like everything else in the universe, religion is an energy and it is also a form of programming. You are subscribing to a set of rules to follow. Maybe those rules work for or maybe they do not. Me personally, I’m not interested in following other peoples rules. Don’t get me wrong, I think that the various religions all have some gems to offer, but overall I find them to be a limitation on my spirit. I am more interested bypassing all the programming so I can connect with my higher-self, that spark of god. Yes, I do believe in a “creator” or “source” or “supreme being” just not in the way probably most people do on this planet. I like having a pure connection with that higher part of my soul, one that is untainted. Having a direct line to my purpose is very important to me, and that is what that connection allows me to have.

Religion is one of those things in life that seems to cause many silly fights among family members and friends, but also has more serious consequences that impact the world. Now just because I am not a fan of religion does not mean that I can’t be friends with someone who is religious. We just have different views on life and that is okay. We are all  different is some way and that is one thing I love about this planet because if we were all the same – man that would be boring!

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Andrew

6/13/19 | Missouri

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Solutions for my Core Issues

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I haven’t had a boss since 2015 and it has been over a year that we have been traveling the United States in a RV. Working for other people is one of my greatest nightmares. I despise it. I’m just not wired that way. I’ve also struggled with the idea of living in one place for most of my adult life. After years of going from city to city and job to job, I have embraced some solutions for my core issues: self employment & traveling full-time in a RV!

I started working when I was 14 years old and have had maybe 50-60 jobs since then. Keeping a job was not my forte. I would go periods of time without working, which I’m not exactly proud of but I struggled to figure out what the hell was wrong with me. Was I just lazy? Maybe, but I could tell there was something more and it wasn’t until these two things that occurred in my life that I better understood it. 1) I started discovering my truth when I was learning meditation and clairvoyance at a psychic school in Chicago and 2) I landed my first independent contractor job. For the first time in my life I felt freedom. I could make money and not have a boss breathing down my neck. And I didn’t have to wear some stupid uniform and name tag. It was great… until the boredom settled in. I was getting bored of doing the same thing over and over. There wasn’t really anything new to learn. And as usual, good old wanderlust would kick in and there I would have it, a perfect recipe to start a whole new adventure.

I would say I’m a bit of an extremist. I never really liked the idea of using weekends and holidays like most people for travel and fun. I wanted my life to be an adventure. I always wanted my life to be one that could easily be turned into a movie or a book. This may sound like a fantasy to some, but to me they are just dreams slowly anchoring into reality.

At the end of 2015 I was determined to be my own boss. That dream came true. In 2017 I was determined to sell our business and travel full-time in a RV. That dream came true. I may no longer have a business to run, but I’m still self employed. While teaching english isn’t my dream job, it serves its purpose in allowing me to stay sane and keep traveling. I don’t get paid much, but it works for now. The next dream to weave into reality is this blog, our youtube channel and podcast. It will take time, but I am confident.

Through the many failures I’ve had in my life, and trust me, I’ve got a long list of them – I’ve come to realize that you need to give yourself permission to go after what you want. AND it is probably going to take time. I’m okay with that because it’s a DREAM and that to me is entirely worth waiting for!

Find Your Freedom,

Andrew

6/12/19 | Missouri

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OBE & Lucid Dream

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Okay, so this morning I had the longest and most stable lucid dream yet. To be clear, even though this was a breakthrough for me, I certainly wasn’t reaching my full potential with lucid dreaming.

I got about seven hours of sleep and woke up. I had difficulty going back to sleep and was up for almost two hours before I was able to return to sleep. I can recall a few different scenes from non lucid dreams, but then something interesting happened. I found myself in a very vivid dream where I was in a room with a television mounted to a wall. There was three dimensional character who had red skin and was popping out of the TV. I could not see my dream body nor could I move. The dream character annoyed me and the fact that I could not move was very frustrating. Suddenly I found myself just outside of my physical body looking at my head & part of my face. I must have been in sleep paralysis because I could not move, however, I could feel myself moving what I imagine were my astral arms. I was swinging them wildly and clapping my hands.

From here I went into a lucid dream. I looked up to the sky and saw buildings that looked familiar. They were buildings that I have seen when I was living in Chicago. Like many other dreams I’ve had in the past I just immediately and effortlessly began flying. I had the intention of teleporting to the top of a building but it wasn’t working, so I did not have full control in this lucid dream. As I got closer the building began to look very colorful and almost cartoon like.

In another scene of this lucid dream I was in an apartment building and saw two people approaching their door. I opened my hand and decided to spawn something, but didn’t have a specific intention and what manifested was oatmeal – haha. I was going to show this to the two dream characters however I decided against it and moved on. I was walking out the building and noticed a dog and then suddenly I realized I had a dog, but left the dog to be free and I ran off to fly in the sky, but I fell flat on my face and started laughing.

I was trying to use certain commands in the lucid dream but they were not working. I experienced a few scene transitions and during one of them I though I was going to fade out and just wake up in bed, but that didn’t happen which was a pleasant surprise. I was initially surprised by the fact that flying didn’t wake me up in bed. At one point I was trying to manifest  a quiet room to meditate in, but that never managed to happen. In previous lucid dreams my goal has been to mediate but I never am able to pull it off. This is still my goal though. I want to stabilize the dream, meditate and then dissolve the lucid dream and astral project.

Anyway, I experienced myself performing numerous reality checks where I was trying to put one hand through the other hand. I never saw this happening but I could feel it happening and knew that’s what I was doing. I never put my hand all the way through though. All I did was put my hand far enough in to reconfirm that oh yes I am dreaming.

There was more to the lucid dream, but I’m not going to go into the entire experience, but this was definitely a breakthrough for me. I think what I am going to try to do now is sleep for about six hours, stay awake for an hour, maybe even use that time to mediate and then return to sleep for an additional two hours with the intention of lucid dreaming. I feel pretty confident that this will work, so I will definitely report back with results.

-Andrew

6/4/19 | Missouri

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Waking up is the BEST drug…

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I remember my first spiritual awakening. I was reading the book, “You are the Answer,” by Michael Tamura. That is when it really hit me. It was then I realized that I am a spiritual being with a body. It was a wonderful feeling, so much that I cried amidst this discovery. I think people often think that once you have a spiritual awakening, then you are awake and that is it. I have found through my experiences that the process of waking up just keeps on going. I am still learning, growing, changing and healing. I am still waking up and it is the best fucking drug I have ever taken in my life…

I continue to realize that I really love being present. I love the feeling of it. I love being present in my physical body and I also love being conscious out of my body. I have an affinity for both. They are both amazing experiences.

I don’ think that waking up makes you better than other people. It’s a personal journey that increases your self-awareness. You are simply becoming aware of what you already know. Waking up has made me a better person. Waking up helps me walk down my own unique path. Because I have found something that helps me so much, I love to share it. I know there are others that want to wake up too. They want to know themselves. They want to know what their dreams are. I don’t have other peoples answers, but I do have tools to share so people can discover their answers on their own. When you discover your truth, quite naturally you start to cut the fat from your life. You cut the bullshit out. You don’t tolerate the invalidation. You begin to embrace your worth. When I was a student, my teacher told me that I didn’t know my worth and at that time I didn’t. I know my worth now and I continue to grow into it.

I think if people really knew what they were capable of and believed in their abilities they already have within themselves, life may be different. Life would be magical. Amazing things happen when there is a union of body and spirit. There is creativity and flow. I have to ask, what kind of life do you want live? What do you want to create?

Take the keys back, get in the fucking car and make this the best damn life you can imagine!

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Andrew

5/19/19 | UTAH

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Six Months of learning Lucid Dreaming

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Okay so it has officially been six months of learning lucid dreaming and astral projection. I find it so interesting how this all started from just having one vivid dream. Anyway, I thought this would be good to write about so I can reflect on what I have achieved so far and also to let others know that the art of lucid dreaming is a skill that takes time to learn.

Although my dream recall ability has gotten better over time, it does fluctuate due to stress and running into energy blocks within yourself. I have been consistent with dream journaling and consider it a very important aspect of learning how to lucid dream. I personally believe it would be a mistake not to dream journal.

I had my first lucid experience when I was probably about 18 years old, but I had no idea what lucid dreaming was then. When I actually discovered lucid dreaming and started to practice it took me almost 2.5 months to have my first lucid dream. I’m sure there are people who have gotten quicker results and perhaps some people who have taken much longer. Everyone is different.

I started practicing 11/15/18 and here is a log of my lucid dreams & OOBE’s:

1/25/19 – My first intentional lucid dream

1/27/19 – I had a sequence of very short lucid dreams where I was becoming lucid and quickly losing lucidity. Most of my lucid dreams are short, but these were VERY short. 

2/14/19: I woke up and saw hypnopompic imagery and it felt as though I was going to go straight into a lucid dream, but quickly decided to roll out of my body. I got out but felt so heavy and everything seemed dark. That is when I convinced myself I physically fell out of bed. I then crawled back in bed and then just woke up to realize it was an out of body experience. 

3/11/19: – First time doing a reality check in a lucid dream

3/30/19 – First lucid dream where I experienced flying.

4/27/19: First Lucid dream where I tried telling other dream characters that it was a dream.

5/9/19: First time I turned a nightmare into a lucid dream. I also performed the nose reality check for the first time in this lucid dream. 

I’ve had many more types of experiences throughout these past six months; dreams about lucid dreaming and astral projection, regular dream of having astral projection experiences, lower level lucidity in dreams where I experienced myself floating throughout the dream due to seeing my reflection, experiencing the vibrational stage, partial sleep paralysis, etc.

I’m happy with my results, but I have long way to go. I want to improve my dream recall, increase my rate of lucid dreams and be able to stabilize and have more vivid lucid dreams. This will all take time and that is okay. I am just going to continue dream journaling, doing reality checks and meditating.

I have also been experimenting with various supplements simply out of curiosity. I have no intention as of now to use any of these supplements on a regular basis. This is more for the sake of experimenting to see what kind fo results I get. I have tried Alpha Brain which really helped with dream recall and having a few vivid dreams. I have tried tea with valerian in it and I have gotten lucid from that, although I don’t know if that was simply a coincidence or not though. I’m also experimenting with Choline and 5-HTP. There are more supplements I do want to try, but will try them later.

Aside from dream journaling, reality checks and meditation, I have noticed (clairvoyantly) that getting enough sun exposure and doing cardio can also help with having more lucid dreams.

Anyway, I am just going to keep reporting my experiences and perhaps after another six months I will do a full year report on lucid dreaming & astral projection.

-Andrew

5/16/19 | UTAH

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Turning a Nightmare into a Lucid Dream

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I was having a dream in the kitchen of the house I grew up in. Suddenly, the dream shifted and I found myself outside the house. I saw my mother off in the distance and wanted to ask her a question, but before I could do that I grew fangs. I thought this was strange. Then eerie music began playing from the sky. I could sense this dream was turning into a nightmare and I wanted nothing to do with it. It was in that moment that I realized I was dreaming. I thought to myself, “it’s just a dream!” The music stopped playing and I was walking toward the driveway and while I was walking I tried to perform a reality check where I would put my hand through my other hand, but I was experiencing some effort so I abandoned that test. I told myself it was just a dream, so that I wouldn’t suddenly forget and slip back into a regular dream or a nightmare. I walked behind the house and performed a nose reality check. This is where you close your nostrils and try breathing. Well I did exactly that and I could feel the “air” flowing through. It confirmed I was dreaming, however, I must have gotten excited about doing a new reality check in a dream and woke myself up.

This was the first time that I turned a nightmare into a lucid dream and it was also the first time I did the nose reality check in a dream. This is progress. I want to share what I did yesterday that I believe helped me have this lucid dream:

  1. Performing different types of reality checks numerous times throughout the day
  2. Setting the intention to have a lucid dream numerous time throughout the day
  3. Drinking tea with valerian in it about 1.5 hours prior to falling asleep
  4. Talking about lucid dreaming with others
  5. Running Earth & Cosmic energies in meditation prior to going to sleep.

For more information about running earth & cosmic energies check out this youtube video I created: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5nGIKNP02M

Of course having a few lucid dreams in the recent past and being consistent with dream journaling are big factors as well. I’m starting to sense a shift in my practice and I feel as though I may start having lucid dreams slightly more consistently. I don’t mean every week, although that would be wonderful, but every few weeks instead of once a month. We shall see what happens…

Find Your Freedom,

Andrew

5.9.19 | UTAH

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