I had a breakthrough today. I could feel my heart opening and feeling was returning to me like a numb hand getting blood flowing back to it. My heart opened and a wave of emotion poured out. I miss my family, I miss my clients and I miss the dogs we walked. I am really proud of what Heather and I created, but I do look forward to building a new brand and having new adventures. I also look forward to strengthening my relationships; with my wife, with my family, our dog lucy, our cat thor, etc.
Yesterday was incredibly stressful; loading the camper, more downsizing and making sure we were safe to tow. The drive wasn’t too bad, but trying to get our 5th wheel in our parking space at the campground was very frustrating. Without knowing it our break away cable disconnected and our RV breaks locked up. We had no idea why we were stuck. It’s kind of funny now, but it certainly wasn’t yesterday. Because of this we ended up getting help from a seasoned driver. We were really grateful for his help.
After that it was time to get our RV level, which we did not end up doing. This part may have been just as irritating as the parking situation. Due to running out of patience and daylight we decided to call it quits and dealt with the awkward imbalance in the RV. Yesterday was not only stressful for us, but also our pets. They were not too happy. But… we all survived.
Today was much better. Our camper is much more level (not perfect), our cat and dog have finally settled and the internet worked. So at this point we know Heather can teach English online. I still have to work on a YouTube video and see how it is uploading. Hopefully that works out. Today I did a reading and I have to say I am liking our office. Even if it is small and absent of our comfortable office chairs – it works.
What I have learned so far is that I don’t know shit. Haha. I have a lot to learn, but that is okay. I am in a position where I can learn and that excites me. I think after our experience yesterday we will accumulate more blocks for the leveling and stabilization process and we may try to find pull-through sites at campgrounds due to our camper being pretty long.
Much to learn, much more adventures to be had and more blogs on the way. Thanks for reading, have a kick ass night!
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5.2.18 | NJ